)(( hannah mello ))(

something kind of like repose ))))

this photo was from 13 months ago when i spent a foggy dawn with the breaks and a few silently airbourne seagulls.

13 months later, i find myself parallel to the very same breaks with my mom at sunset-- present and yet with the past on the back burner of consciousness.

i broke down and joined myspace tonight. battling being awake while listening to a random and entertaining music mix, thanks to iTunes shuffle mode.

with this repose-like two weeks of being an american again, i have had a couple disconcerting revelations. i have a tendancy to be a selective communicator. this applies definitely to my blogging way, of course... i tend to be abstract more than necessary. :) i can't help it-- it's my writing style often. however, being a selective communicator ISN'T GOOD in relationships where honesty and vulnerabilty are the carving tools for depth of relationship. i guess i have a lot to learn about trust. trusting the eyes and hearts of those that are offering me an open door to their life. i want to learn.

i know, such a random thought for this post during my first week of summer rest.
i'm excited about thinking random thoughts though this summer.

posted by )(( hannah mello ))( @ 2:54 AM